The insanity begins.
Monday, January 19, 2009
I'm BAAACKKK!!! Anyone missed meh?
Talos: No one cares.Shut up, Talos. XD
Anyway, where was I?
Ahhh! I know.
I'm IN LOVE!!!Whhoots! Guess who???
Hero Jaejoong!
Waah, his hair damn nice can?
SOOOO pretty!!!
And damn cute too... XD
Clumsy JaeJae XD
Sorryx... Brain going haywire already.
But srsly, his hair is super, duper nice.
Like anime character like that.
XD Actually not so crazy over him de...
But just know accidentally saw this NC-17 Jae yaoi thing,
And my heart just fluttered away~
I'm sorry, I'm a sucker for Yaoi.
But seriously, a uke JaeJae is like... *shiny eyes*
XD
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Talos oneshot
You were my light,
My only tie to the living.
You were my saviour,
The only kind soul amongst the uncaring.
You were the only one,
Who ever took her time to see;
Beneath the apathetic mask,
A broken and discarded me.
Where my heart was cracked,
You healed with a touch;
A warm breath on my cheek.
You were the angel,
That heaven discarded.
Their loss,
My gain.
A freak I was,
Neither an Angel nor a Demon.
A half and half,
Despised by all, accept one.
But fate had ways of killing me,
More ways then one,
Many ways then one.
Remember our first meeting?
You said I was an Angel.
The sky was blood-red,
Eerie, and haunting.
Like your blood in my dreams,
Taunting me, burning me.
The place where you died,
Was...
Was the place that we'd met.
Ironic isn't it?
My fault, as always.
I thought you would be safe,
Without me by your side.
But how wrong was I.
Stupid me.
Stupid me.
It was too late,
I was too late.
He was too strong,
And i was just a useless half-breed.
Don't hate me please?
Please don't hate me...
Why did you cry?
Your tears hurt...
It hurts so much...
The light...
It hurts.
The day you died...
Did you know that it was my birthday?
Did you?
No...
But he did.
He wanted me to suffer.
He wanted you to suffer.
My fault,
My fault.
As always,
Forever.
You had so much ahead of you,
So much life and laughter...
But I took it away,
I took them away.
I dug my heart out for you,
You know?
I buried it beside you,
In the place that you said you'd love to be buried.
The beautiful meadow.
It's no longer bright and sunny though.
Will you forgive me?
I am no longer a creature of the light...
The night corrupts me day by day,
And i cannot find any strength to fight it off...
Not without you by my side.
I'm alone, and its eating me alive.
You will forgive me won't you?
I saw you in the light.
The light that I'll never be able to go back to.
You know I love you don't you?
I'm so sorry...
I love you...
fallenIN
love*with IVAN & WANG YAO @
5:15 AM