TEMPORARY INSANITY________________________

JASMINE/YUKI-KO

A proud 4B'ian in heart, mind and soul~
Diagnosed with insanity, split personality since 24 Jan 91.
Game, anime, manga, fanfic lover.
Ships YAOI, BL, SHOUNEN-AI in general.

Draws, eats, sleeps, shits, sprouts nonsense, reads.
Sings(?), acts(?), dreams, being a general fucktard.

Wants to open a:
+ Coscafe
+ Orphanage

Wants to be a:
+ Counselling Psychologist
+ Fu Tai Tai(br> + Wife/Mother/Grandmother

Wants to do:
+ Take over the world
+ Experience what it feels like to be a guy for a day
+ Engage in YAOI!!!
+ Get married
+ Have at least 5 kids.
+ Be a goddess XD
+ slimming!
+ Cosplay

Things that she wants to see before she dies:
+ World Peace
+ Reduced Poverty
+ Her kids

Places to see before she dies:
+ Germany
+ Egypt
+ China(historical sites)
+ Italy
+ Russia
+ Japan
+ Thailand
+ Ireland
+ France
+ Museum of Sex XD
+ Benaki Museum(Greece)

Places to see after she dies:
+ Babylon
+ Egpyt
+ Heaven

Questions to ask the GOD(s)/GODDESS(es) in charge after she dies:
+ Who made the world?
+ Who made the pyramids?
+ Are there really life in space?
+ What do they do?
+ Can she have cookies in the afterlife?
+ Can she go and create her own puesdo-world?
+ Can they fall in love with mortals?
+ Are the myths real?
+ Are there really parallel worlds?
+ Do we really create new worlds by just thinking about them?
+ Is the dreamscape a reality, or reality the dreamscape?
+ Which came first, the chicken or the egg?
+ Can someone take her to see the history of the world in its entire-ty, in its exact time?
+ Who was she in her past/pastpast/pastpastpast (etc) life?
+ Why is there a prostate gland in a guy's ass if homo-sex is frowned upon?

TALOS GRYFALCRON

Who am I? Stupid question. Who are you?
Frankly if you want to know, pansy named me Hatsubame Matsurika.
Fuckin' tongue twister, I know.
Kratos would've been cool, 'cept some creature who called himself 'God of War' took it already.
So damn. I've got a female name.

Even though I'm a fuckin' MALE.

But call me Talos anyway.
I'm a fuckin' demon, unfortunately, trapped within a pansy ass mortal, who insists that i do not scar people IRL.
What? You don't like it? THEN FUCKIN' LEAVE ALREADY!
Tch...

About me?
Are you kidding mortal?
There is nothing nice at all to know about me.
I kill pink bunnies and eat them for breakfast.
But, nooooooooooooooooo, my pansy host, decides that bunnies are cute, and should not be eaten.

Who is the pansy?
Tch, Jasmine of course!
18 years of age soon, and she still hasn't grown ANY backbone yet!
Oh the horror!
And I'll let you in on a secret...
She is actually pretty evil on the inside.
Don't tell her i told you.

That's why I choose her.
The potential for evilness.
But like i said, she's too much a pansy and self-conscientious to do anything.

Anyway, a warning for you.(She threatened me to tell you.)
I'm rabid, I'm psycho and I'm not ~~nice~~.
I'll bite anyone i want, and NOBODY can stop me!
Scratch that. Jasmine can.

Tch, self-introduction done.
Can i get on to my fuckin' bashing now?!

The insanity begins.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

WAHAHA!!! Insanely mischievious cartoons.... I'll put one for every post i write now.

It's bound to make your day~ So it might make you more willing to read what i write...

*snickers, snorts*

fallenINlove*with IVAN & WANG YAO @ 2:30 AM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

O.o
First things first...

*pops party streamers*
HAPPY B'DAE BLACKIE!!!!!!

Giggles like a mad fangirl on CRACK.

fallenINlove*with IVAN & WANG YAO @ 10:36 PM

O.o And i call myself an artist.
+ .=;;; I am ssssoooo ashamed!!!
*browse thru Endling works to see why*

And not juz Endling-sama,
(who has come out safe from operation on 22nd Nov btw... I'm praying for you!)
But all the great artists out there on DeviantArt & other webbies...

MUZ JIAYOU!
Coz i'm going to leave my mark on that art board on 13 DEC.
I SWEAR.

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Yuki's Philosophy.

Morning workout - vigorous swinging = Severely pissed off fox

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~A pretti sticky!!!~

What Yukiko has been doing recently.

Doubting her survival instincts(SI), since she's been entertaining thoughts about hugging a scary god-child (coughValdrencough)
Watching like the watcher did before making an appearence in the Valenth realm. (artificially mod creatures are scary... *whimpers*)
Attempting to make friends with a warrior coughPROMPOUSBASTARDcough by the name of DeathKnight. (you can see my SI deteriorating)
And yes, she has begun her trip (in earnest) to Valenth, her new hometown.
And yes, she is baby-sitting some eggs. 3 to be exact.
And yes, she is attempting to glomp Bastion as well. He makes a really nice glomp-ee.
And she is also attempting to play a bigger part in Valenth/LOTGD politics.
And she has joined a couple more RP sites to occupy her time.

YAY! YUKIKO IS A BUSY MAN! Wait... *scritches out the 'man' word* WOMAN!

fallenINlove*with IVAN & WANG YAO @ 1:22 AM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Running + Water + Vigorous swinging = nausea.

fallenINlove*with IVAN & WANG YAO @ 11:15 PM

TODAY WAS UBER FUN!!!!

Really, I'm exaggerating.
XD

Well, I went to my first CosFest todae~
It really was uber fun, coz the atmosphere there was like... Great!
Hahax, and maybe it was coz i took a photo with ZABUZA & HAKU.
Or the fact that i saw an awesome LULU & RIKKU(gun mage)

wHOHOO!!!
But i am digressing.

Well, we were supposed to go to East Coast today, but ended up, we went to suntec's COSfest.
Not that I'm complaining.

I saw many cosers & lolitas & Visual Kei'ers (a couple of shuai gers oso).
Let's summarise wad i saw okx? (bear with me on this one)

Squalo
Belphegor
Xanxus
Toushirou
Ichigo
Aizen
some Fraccion
Soi Fong
Zabuza
Haku
Rikku (gun mage)
Lulu
Yuna (gun mage)
Vocaloid characters
Suzuka
Lulu (Code geass)
Lelouch
Allen
Lavi
Kanda
Ryohei
Kisame
Deidara
Shino
Naruto
Sasuke (cursed & non-cursed)
Sakura
Shikamaru
Gai
Lambo (10yrs)
Hibari
Hikaru/Kaoru
Kyoya
L
Misa
Death the Kid & his two guns
Some Vampire Knight whose name escapes me
Tiger
Suzumiya Haruhi
Yuki
Lucky Star characters
Gundam
Lacus (?)
Etc etc etc.

Of course, as always, eating was in the schedule.
We went to the S-place (can'r rem the name), nice to eat!!!
Espcially the waffles & rockmelon ice cream~
The mushroom ramen was also nice~

XD
Okx, i dun have any photos coz i didn't take any.
I'm going to get them from Blackie.

Sad that i had to leave early tho.
I WILL & MUST COSPLAY!

Things to achieve.
- Slim down. (duh)
- Earn money. (d'oh)
- Find a tailor.
- Find twin Cassiline daggers & sword.
- Find a long purple wig. Preferably with a blonde streak down the left side.
- Make my own accessories.
- (optional) Learn how to use twin daggers.
XD Whoot!

fallenINlove*with IVAN & WANG YAO @ 4:34 AM

Friday, November 21, 2008

I wanna swing all my troubles away on the swing.
Forever and ever more.
Because it feels like I'm flying,
Like I've grown wings to escape,
From this freakin' mess i call a life.

I wanna swing all my tears away on the swing,
Watch them fly into the bright morning sun.
Watch the rainbows inside the crystal droplets,
Because it's so pretty that way,
The fact that the gentle wind dries away my tears,
Means i need no one to wipe it away.

I wanna swing all my anger away,
Let the wind whisper soft comforting words in my ear.
Let myself know that it'd be with me,
In rain or shine,
If I just swing and swing and swing.

All the things moving around me, speeding around me,
And i watch them as i swing.
Fast and slow,
High and low,
Swinging independently from the rest of the world.

Watching people make a fool of themselves,
Swinging, swinging, swing.

But sometimes it gets lonely,
Lonely on the swing.
With no one to accompany me,
Only the wind.

And still I swing, swing, swing.

Now the swing is forgotten,
Surely like i am.
Forgotten, forgotten, forgotten.
No one wants to play on the swing anymore.
They've got their games and their technology.
They're so fast-paced,
So busy.

No one has time for an old, old swing.
One that creaks and seems to talk to me.

Swinging, swinging, swing.

Will I ever grow wings in my dream?
Why can't I ever seem to fly?
Why am i still a swinging on my swing,
My lonely swing with the lonely wind?

Why do the people come and go,
Why do they never ever stay?
Why can they spread their wings and fly,
When my wings stay limp,
And i stay a-swinging on my swing?

Why is my swing crumbling?
Why is my swing leaving me?
Who would let me feel like i'm flying,
If i have no swing to go a-swinging?

I don't want my swing to go,
I don't want to stop a-swinging,
I want to hear your creaking and your whispers,
when i go,
Swinging, swinging, swing.

I'll never be able to swing all my tears away again,
Nor my fears or anger or boredom.

I wanna go,
Swinging, swinging, swing,
On my lonely swing with the lonely wind.

Who the FUCK took away my swing?!

fallenINlove*with IVAN & WANG YAO @ 6:43 AM

Hmmm... My blog is like so dead... but it isn't like anyone reads... right?

XD
Another one of my mindless rants...

Hmmm... What should i rant about today?
1...2...3...4...

Arghhhhx. Whatever. I wanna huggles!

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We all value our lives over many things. Maybe not over money, but definitely, MANY good-fer-nothings value their lives over others. I'd admit that I'm one of those. XD

Of course, there are only 8 people. 8 PEOPLE, that i would give my life for. You know, TEH 8.
Mum, Dad, Sis, YLing, Blackie, HK, my Grandma & Tsuki. That's a lot of people, considering i only have one life.

'To Hell and back', I believe was the quote? Maybe there'll be more to add to this tiny list, but till now, i think the rest can more or less live on their own... I think?

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Now, I gotx myself a confession to make. XD
I love 2 people. But i don't think they love me back...
Wait, I'm sure they don't love me back.
(I mean it! Just that i love one more than the other.)

I'm VERY VERY sure.
Hmmm. What to do, what to do?
(Mindless crapping)

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ARG!!! Really, too much holiday is killing my brain...
Too much free time and sleeping! All i ever do now is RP, RP and more RP.
Of course, having ppl like Giant-sensei & Rai-kun around makes life easier, but even then...
ITS BORING!
I want a WINTER fling or something.
Then again, it's not like i can get people to like me...
Even though i wish to...

Or even an sms buddy?
I think i still have like 800 smses waiting for me.
And i have no PSP. Still.
So it gets even more boring.
Even Bastion, Nef and Kelan get boring after awhile.

And heavenforbid! I'm already bored of Fanfics, funny or no.
Haix...
I'm going to be so so lonely...
And i'm poor.
Haix.
And i've homework.

Only happy thing?
I've got books to read.
That makes my life just that teensy weensy better.

Then again i've only myself to blame for being so anti-social.

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Haix. 3 words to describe me?

Hopeless, anti-social, boring.

Yep, that basically sums up the whole, 'i am jasmine' thing.
The rant probably told you as much.

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fallenINlove*with IVAN & WANG YAO @ 5:38 AM

Hahax, been too lazy to lazy to blog lerx...

My month in a nutshell:
Unknown date : Grace Childcare?
Working with children is fun~ Hahax, They're all so fun~ And cute too...

11-13 : Cabin Club Camp
It was real fun~
Getting to know people was always fun, especially if it pertains people like Glen & Gorden. XD But my group was really hard to hype up, and keep together... Haix.
Of course, the best part about camp was that i got to know the real personalities of my CCA mates outside of school!

13 : Pulau Ubin touring
Hmmm... It was fun, but i don't think i really did much... Haix. Took many pictures with Liing's phone though.

Well, i guess that's it...
XD

fallenINlove*with IVAN & WANG YAO @ 4:08 AM

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Its amazing how i find the weirdest sh*t amazing...

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I figured its fun to hang out with the club people sometimes.
Much more fun then hanging around with others, =3, coz i have some common topics with them XD
Guess i just feel much more comfortable having them around~

Hahax, simply put, we had fun~
We talked about almost everything under the sun =3
A bit of politiks here, a bit of paranormal there, some gaming, and a huge dosage of anime & manga, or at least, for me that is~

The funn-est part was when it started to rain, REAL HARD.

I asked Liing's dad to drive me home(Thanks!!!), coz the rain was just too horrible.
However, in our rush to get on the truck/van/vehicle thing, we went up the side where the door wouldn't close properly, and we had to hold on to that sliding door...
I swear i saw the door attempting to slide open a few times when the car turned...
LOLx... Probably not funny to you all, but i think that it is! XD

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PLease Please please please please please please visit my site??? Tell me how it is... pretty please?

1000 internets + 1 sebastian if you doooo~
DA

fallenINlove*with IVAN & WANG YAO @ 12:08 AM

Sunday, November 2, 2008

ARRRRGGGG!!!! STOP DESTROYING STORY PLOTS YOU ****** ANIMATORS!!!!

*huff huff*
*points an offending finger at the animators in charge of FMA*
*sniffles*
Ed & Al shouldn't end up like that!!! And i hate Alfonse Heidreich(?)! What's worse is Al had forgotten Ed!!! ARRRGGGG!!!!

----P.S. I know its a bit late to be yelling about it but... x3 oh well, i still have to do so~---

fallenINlove*with IVAN & WANG YAO @ 3:03 AM