The insanity begins.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
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Mood of the day:
So pissed, i'm almost numb.
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Random thought of the day:
Till now I still lose myself in your voice.
I still try to find comfort where there isn't any,
I still try to find love where it can't be found.
I still feel like crying when i hear your voice,
I still yearn to know more about what's going on around you.
I still remember the kisses and the hugs,
Yet i know they hold different value for you and me.
We're not meant to be together.
I tell myself that everyday.
But at night i dream, and in the day i feel,
And still...
I can't forget you.--------------------------------------
Confession of the day:
Sorry for the way i rejected your requests. I didn't mean for it to come out that way.
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Post for the day:
What can i say?
Is a small little gathering for fun so hard?
What is it about the gathering that makes it so hard to go?
Because you hate us?
Or because we aren't just high enough in your list of priorities?
I'm blunt.
So I'll tell you 2 right now.
I'm not disappointed.
It's way beyond that.
I really feel nothing for you all now.
You ruined tomorrow's gathering for me.
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Nobody can be perfect, and i get real jealous and angry when the few gatherings that i wanna have are disrupted. Especially when its one of those rare times when my mother gives me the permission to go out. I don't like getting angry and i don't like forcing people. But it's just a gathering. To see people that i've not seen for a long time. What's so hard?
She's going to restrict my free time soon, and i really wanted to get out with you all before i go head-first into my studies. And yet, simple wishes like this you refused to grant me.
Why?
fallenIN
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