The insanity begins.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
I've a feeling that he's just joking with me after all...
What the hell...
Sometimes being too curious isn't that good...
I wished i was more oblivious n less curious about stuffs.
You know that curiousity kills the cat right???
Well... Today... I went to his house.
YES. I went to his house.
Don't give me the 'i knew it look'.
Yupx. And then he was playing with his ps2.
N i was staring at the dog.
N then i stole his HP.
And then i read his msgs.
Even tho i promised not to.
And then i realise that i'm not really that special after all.
I assume there's a lot of 'me's' out there.
Maybe a lot better than the orginal.
Not maybe. Probably is true.
I dunno. Maybe i shouldn't think too much about it.
Maybe its a way they show their friendship.
But hell... i'm still very hurt.
I mean, i shouldn't have read in the first place...
I thought i wouldn't hurt to just peek...
Now i'm regretting it...
Ignorance is bliss...
I'm starting to wonder how important am i to him?
After all, he did once say that there are cuter people out there.
HELL. He keeps telling me that he still likes tiing.
I try to ignore it all, but shit...
It hurts okay.
Bullshit to all those stuff about he's happy, i'm happy.
I'm goddamn jealous.
Its just not fair how come some people gets all the good stuff all the time...
And some can't even get close no matter how they tried.
Its so F****** idiotic to tag after someone...
But i can't stop myself...
My msn nick does mean something...
He even asked.
I'm not even going to say anything.
I feel depressed.
& sad.
& i'm starting to emo.
Damn everything.
fallenIN
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