TEMPORARY INSANITY________________________

JASMINE/YUKI-KO

A proud 4B'ian in heart, mind and soul~
Diagnosed with insanity, split personality since 24 Jan 91.
Game, anime, manga, fanfic lover.
Ships YAOI, BL, SHOUNEN-AI in general.

Draws, eats, sleeps, shits, sprouts nonsense, reads.
Sings(?), acts(?), dreams, being a general fucktard.

Wants to open a:
+ Coscafe
+ Orphanage

Wants to be a:
+ Counselling Psychologist
+ Fu Tai Tai(br> + Wife/Mother/Grandmother

Wants to do:
+ Take over the world
+ Experience what it feels like to be a guy for a day
+ Engage in YAOI!!!
+ Get married
+ Have at least 5 kids.
+ Be a goddess XD
+ slimming!
+ Cosplay

Things that she wants to see before she dies:
+ World Peace
+ Reduced Poverty
+ Her kids

Places to see before she dies:
+ Germany
+ Egypt
+ China(historical sites)
+ Italy
+ Russia
+ Japan
+ Thailand
+ Ireland
+ France
+ Museum of Sex XD
+ Benaki Museum(Greece)

Places to see after she dies:
+ Babylon
+ Egpyt
+ Heaven

Questions to ask the GOD(s)/GODDESS(es) in charge after she dies:
+ Who made the world?
+ Who made the pyramids?
+ Are there really life in space?
+ What do they do?
+ Can she have cookies in the afterlife?
+ Can she go and create her own puesdo-world?
+ Can they fall in love with mortals?
+ Are the myths real?
+ Are there really parallel worlds?
+ Do we really create new worlds by just thinking about them?
+ Is the dreamscape a reality, or reality the dreamscape?
+ Which came first, the chicken or the egg?
+ Can someone take her to see the history of the world in its entire-ty, in its exact time?
+ Who was she in her past/pastpast/pastpastpast (etc) life?
+ Why is there a prostate gland in a guy's ass if homo-sex is frowned upon?

TALOS GRYFALCRON

Who am I? Stupid question. Who are you?
Frankly if you want to know, pansy named me Hatsubame Matsurika.
Fuckin' tongue twister, I know.
Kratos would've been cool, 'cept some creature who called himself 'God of War' took it already.
So damn. I've got a female name.

Even though I'm a fuckin' MALE.

But call me Talos anyway.
I'm a fuckin' demon, unfortunately, trapped within a pansy ass mortal, who insists that i do not scar people IRL.
What? You don't like it? THEN FUCKIN' LEAVE ALREADY!
Tch...

About me?
Are you kidding mortal?
There is nothing nice at all to know about me.
I kill pink bunnies and eat them for breakfast.
But, nooooooooooooooooo, my pansy host, decides that bunnies are cute, and should not be eaten.

Who is the pansy?
Tch, Jasmine of course!
18 years of age soon, and she still hasn't grown ANY backbone yet!
Oh the horror!
And I'll let you in on a secret...
She is actually pretty evil on the inside.
Don't tell her i told you.

That's why I choose her.
The potential for evilness.
But like i said, she's too much a pansy and self-conscientious to do anything.

Anyway, a warning for you.(She threatened me to tell you.)
I'm rabid, I'm psycho and I'm not ~~nice~~.
I'll bite anyone i want, and NOBODY can stop me!
Scratch that. Jasmine can.

Tch, self-introduction done.
Can i get on to my fuckin' bashing now?!

The insanity begins.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

I've a feeling that he's just joking with me after all...

What the hell...

Sometimes being too curious isn't that good...

I wished i was more oblivious n less curious about stuffs.

You know that curiousity kills the cat right???

Well... Today... I went to his house.

YES. I went to his house.

Don't give me the 'i knew it look'.

Yupx. And then he was playing with his ps2.

N i was staring at the dog.

N then i stole his HP.

And then i read his msgs.

Even tho i promised not to.

And then i realise that i'm not really that special after all.

I assume there's a lot of 'me's' out there.

Maybe a lot better than the orginal.

Not maybe. Probably is true.

I dunno. Maybe i shouldn't think too much about it.

Maybe its a way they show their friendship.

But hell... i'm still very hurt.

I mean, i shouldn't have read in the first place...

I thought i wouldn't hurt to just peek...

Now i'm regretting it...

Ignorance is bliss...

I'm starting to wonder how important am i to him?

After all, he did once say that there are cuter people out there.

HELL. He keeps telling me that he still likes tiing.

I try to ignore it all, but shit...

It hurts okay.

Bullshit to all those stuff about he's happy, i'm happy.

I'm goddamn jealous.

Its just not fair how come some people gets all the good stuff all the time...

And some can't even get close no matter how they tried.

Its so F****** idiotic to tag after someone...

But i can't stop myself...

My msn nick does mean something...

He even asked.

I'm not even going to say anything.

I feel depressed.

& sad.

& i'm starting to emo.

Damn everything.

fallenINlove*with IVAN & WANG YAO @ 6:21 AM

It suckx to be us....

Oh freak man... It's sooooo not fair... =.=;;;
I've been having nightmares lately...

All about people leaving...
& me alone n stuffs...
& being ignored n stuffs...
So scary...
Its like i'm being hated or something...

;.;

Am i really that bad in the 1st place???

=.=;;; My mum's been like freaking out lately too,
Lucky its just PMS n sickness,
Or i'm like so dead...
She was so scary on fri...
Like she was going to eat me or something...
=.=;;;

GAHHHHHH... NAPFA Training starts tmr...
AFTERNOON.
What the hell, its like the school wants to roast us or something...

=.= Hope my dreams don't come true...

;.;

I feel so freaking depressed now.
& Sad.
Feel like going emo.

Can't believe i asked her that...

fallenINlove*with IVAN & WANG YAO @ 6:08 AM